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omg post! [July 28th, 2008]
I just saw my last post, and it was depressing, so lucky you get an update of my weekend! Written strangely cause I can't stop reading the fic of this incredible writer whose beautiful writing just warps my mind.

It was originally pretty much an email to Paige.Collapse )
broken heart addiction

=( [November 4th, 2007]
Does anyone here now how to fall back out of love? I'm so sick of the constant pain and the not being able to sleep/think/breath properly.
I just want the feelings to go away.
I wish boys felt as much pain through this shit.
I bet he's just fucking fine.
broken heart addiction

Gah! [June 13th, 2007]
[ mood | distressed ]

Help me stop being me, please! Someone!
I get to three weeks and I hit freakout-paranoia stage.
I hate it. I dont want to fuck this one up.
Shit. Shit. Shit.

broken heart addiction

Yes. I am updating. [May 27th, 2007]
I updated. Jades turn!

Whenever I do this things I cant help think, who the hell really wants to read about my life. But y'all can read it anyways I guess =/

Life's so damn full on I cant keep up, It would help if I hadnt lost my head.
Saw Pirates 3, good stuff =))) Much less disappointing than Spiderman (ew)
Partied, saw dropouts from school (CJ) and younger students I'm supposed to be a role model for (ooops)
And Worked, fuckIneedanewjob!

Now bad, bad school work is coming back with a vengance.
Fuck it.

Thats all I can be bothered typing.

Ciao, xoxoxox.
broken heart addiction

[October 14th, 2006]
Yeah, I'm Updating!!!

Ask me a question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal

Haha, there will probably be more words in the comments than the update! Suck!

Holidays is almost over =(
broken heart addiction

[September 14th, 2006]
Is it just me or does school suck ass at the moment?
Like more than it did.
Gah, bored!

PS- Jason Is An Ass.
(but we still love Sally)
broken heart addiction

[July 5th, 2006]
I love her, to bits, she's on a half day excursion and I miss her already.
I feel kinda bad, I guess it's better for me because I never really had a live in sibling?

Anyhow, she's addorable <3

How can I tell her I can't be there for the end of her stay?
broken heart addiction

[June 20th, 2006]
Dont ask....

broken heart addiction

[June 11th, 2006]
Alrighty then...

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy(?) Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling.
Loves attention.

Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
broken heart addiction

[May 29th, 2006]

I think I need to explain.
To try and make you understand.
He isn’t just an ex/neighbor.

He was the beginning of it all.
He was my first real boyfriend.
My first kiss.
He was there while my parents tore each other apart.
He helped fix the windows that my mum had thrown things trough.
I’ve cried to him.
He has stolen my dreams and answered my prayers.
I wrote poems about him.
He was there on the hardest days, and helped me survive them.
The first boy I lay snuggled up too watching TV
The first time I went to a movie where I shat myself and buried my head in the boys shoulder.
The first boy I would walk down the street hand in hand with.
My first pash, and y’know what, it was the most perfect first pash you could dream of.
He was the first boy I fell in love with.
The person I could have at my house, day in and day out, and never grow tired of.
He knows the shadows of my past, and I know his.
My favorite neighbor ever.
You have no idea how glad I am that he is back in my life.

No I didn’t exactly plan it, but I was prepared for it to happen, not just with anyone, you think there weren’t others I could have done it with? But with him….. I decided that weekend that what happens- happens.

No I hadn’t seen him in ages, but with us, time doesn’t change it, we pick up where we left off.

It is my place to tell people, not yours.
I have no regrets, but I hope this helps you guys understand.
It hurts that you don’t.
broken heart addiction

[May 23rd, 2006]
[ mood | sick ]

I think school is trying to kill me, first killing my lungs, now by killing my nose.
We are such monkeys at our table <3

Quiz Thing!!Collapse )

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Busy! Busy! Busy! [May 21st, 2006]
[ mood | drained ]

WOW! What a weekend, sooo busy, I'm so tired right now.

Read me!Collapse )

Oh, and ignore the typos.

broken heart addiction

DO IT! [May 11th, 2006]
Jason is being Evil.

Everybody punch him.

Okay, nvm.
broken heart addiction

..... [May 2nd, 2006]
[ mood | lazy ]

I just realised, you all owe me.

You all owe me ball pictures! There were like ten thousand cameras there but I havnt got to see what you guys took!

I wants Pictures!

OKay, yup, that's it.

broken heart addiction

This post may not last long, my mood is beyond comprehension. [April 21st, 2006]
[ mood | Beyond words ]

I thought the ball was amazing.

Aparently more so than just about anyone else.

I would do it all again, the fights, the stress, the panic- in an instant.

I came out in a daze, i mean, omg, i just went to the ball.

And i feel my self getting protective of the memory of it, everyone dissing it.

I get serious life changing news- what do I do?

Keep reading my star sign book and go on LJ.
I think I'm in shock. I must be.

broken heart addiction

[April 2nd, 2006]
[ mood | blank ]

Our Quest- Lest We Forget

The Adventures of Kam and Olly

It's a cut but it's not emoCollapse )

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|| And I thought She was about to Go Off At me for talking to You || [March 26th, 2006]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I just went to an awesome meeting for World Vision youth group, its nice to feel like I can do something other than be a typical teenager y'know, maybe even make a difference, have a heart.

Iunno, maybe it's just me, but i feel better than I have in weeks.

broken heart addiction

New Layout! [February 27th, 2006]
[ mood | blank ]

Paige Darling, i know the feeling when it comes to layouts, but after weeks of having a blank white layout i know have teh beautiful Jake <3 envy me if you dare.

Anyhow, fucking italian, i need to do a speech on a prepared topic, something i am passionate about, ideas anyone?

broken heart addiction

[February 21st, 2006]
Anyone tape Desperate housewives? please say yes =(

oh and missing you Cat <3
broken heart addiction

[February 8th, 2006]
Okay, to all whom it matters-

I am getting us 2 white limousines, if you want something different, you make the calls, you get the prices, if that all works out then we can have whatever you want, but blacks are just too complicated and more expensive.

Wow, i cant belive the ball is on its way, sure its still a while, but for so long it has seemed like it would never come. Only problem, a date, seriously not into any of our guys, oh the pain. Could always go without, not that bigger drama.

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